petit enfant of the cinema, my birthday

Disarm （瓦解）
■The Smashing Pumpkins, US, 1993

Disarm you with a smile
用微笑瓦解你的武装
And cut you like you want me to
就像你所能想见到的那样稀释你
Cut that little child
稀释那幻觉
Inside of me and such a part of you
那既属于你也属于我的幻觉
ooh, the years burn
哦，那燃烧的岁月
ooh, the years burn
哦，那燃烧的岁月

I used to be a little boy
我过去是一个小男孩
So old in my shoes
步履艰难地成长
And what I choose is my choice
我只选择我想要的生活
What's a boy supposed to do?
什么是一个男孩必须去做的？
The killer in me is the killer in you
你我的心中都有一个扼杀对方的利器
My love
我的爱
I send this smile over to you
这次我就用微笑让你飞灰湮灭

Disarm you with a smile
用微笑瓦解你的武装
And leave you like they left me here
就像他们抛弃我那样抛弃你
To wither in denial
用抉弃让你枯萎
The bitterness of one who's left alone
去享受遭人抉弃的悲苦
ooh, the years burn
哦，岁月在燃烧
ooh, the years burn, burn, burn
在燃烧、燃烧、燃烧！！

I used to be a little boy
我过去是一个小男孩
So old in my shoes
步履艰难地成长
And what I choose is my voice
我只想用自己声音祭奠我的生活
What's a boy supposed to do?
什么是一个男孩必须去做的？
The killer in me is the killer in you
你我的心中都有一个扼杀对方的利器
My love
我的爱
I send this smile over to you
这次我就用微笑让你飞灰湮灭
The killer in me is the killer in you
你我的心中都有一个扼杀对方的利器
Send this smile over to you
这次我就用微笑让你飞灰湮灭
The killer in me is the killer in you
你我的心中都有一个扼杀对方的利器
Send this smile over to you
这次我就用微笑让你飞灰湮灭
The killer in me is the killer in you
你我的心中都有一个扼杀对方的利器
Send this smile over to you
这次我就用微笑让你飞灰湮灭！

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The first thing to be sure, this song is NOT about abortion!
Listen to the lyrics "Cut that little child, Inside of me and such a part of you" (He doesn't mean kill the unborn child in me. he's talking about the child in him like his spirit and the line "and such a part of you" is because its the parents kid).
"The killer in me is the killer in you, My love" (The boy wanted to kill his parents and by the saying the killer in me is the killer in you has to do with how the parents killed his spirit and made him hate himself. And "my love" is because he still loved them anyway and he was in denial about what they were doing).
"Disarm you with a smile and leave you like they left me here, To wither in denial" (He wanted to pretend it wasn't happening, so he ACTED LIKE he was happy to fool everyone around him)."I used to be a little boy, So old in my shoes" (Because no one should LET HIM BE a kid. They have ruined his childhood, so he forced himself to grow up and move on in life) .

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Today is my birthday.
歌词由hardMatrix翻译。

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